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The kitten that got away Part 1Author’s NoteThe following work is all fiction and any similarities to real people are just coincidental. The writing style is somewhat an experiment and is not something I would normally use so bear with me. The story is based on the point of view of the Dom.Hope you enjoy.The world of Sub and Dom was new to me but it took a special someone to reveal it to me. Little did I know the impact it would have on my life and the way it would in a matter of speech warp my mind. I had only seen such things within porn and thought was just a kink that didn’t really have any meaning behind it. I had met her randomly through an event and we started talking to each other and we started talking more and more getting closer. After about a month she started asking me more personal questions and this is where the real story begins.“Do you have any particular kinks?” she asked me as she started fidgeting with her hand, as it was quite a weird question to drop on me. I didn’t know what to say at this point and I just stare at her with I might assume to have been a puzzled look. She broke the gaze and I saw her cheeks blush as she stared down at her still fidgeting hands.“That depends really on what you consider to be particular?” I stammer slightly to her as I try to put my right hand on her shoulder. As I tried I see her squirm slightly at my touch so I take my hand and put it back on my lap. “I am thinking more the kinds perhaps that may be stranger then most. Maybe some that you wouldn’t share with any normal person?” She says still staring at her hands, which are now red as well from all the fidgeting and rubbing.I do not know where all this came from. We were strictly friends at that point. Yes I did have feelings for her, which I made quite clear but I knew that she wasn’t interested in anything serious as of this time. Why was she asking me such things? I stared at her still. Her luscious brown hair glinting slightly in the random specks of light that broke through the tree we were sitting under. Her dark brown eyes glinting under her typically spotless glasses. “That depends. Will you see me differently if I tell you?” I asked this time putting my hand under her chin trying to push her head up slowly to look at me. She resisted pressing down against my hand.“No reason just curious is all. No need to make a big deal out of it”“Then why do you seem so shaken by your own question?”“Cos its kind of out of the blue”I this time forced her gaze up to mine. Her dark brown eyes staring straight into mine. She was a bountiful woman that I was lucky enough to have met when I did but she would never now that. “You know me by now Aurum, I am an open book. There is no need to be shy.” I said as I pushed her towards my shoulder to rest upon it.She laid her head although resisting at first. She instantly broke her gaze again and began fidgeting with her hands again.“There are 2 kinks that I have that may be said to be particular. One of them is that of choking. Not being chocked but choking someone during intercourse I guess, the second I know it may sound weird and you’ll probably judge me for it.”I inhaled knowing there was no going back from what I was about to canlı bahis say. “I like to be called Daddy. It’s one of the few terms of endearment that make me feel like I’m truly loved.”I could feel my face heating up as I uttered those words. And I think she felt it to as she looked up to e and smiled slightly. “Its ok, I wont make fun of you.” She said as she hugged my arm slightly. “I’m kind of into it myself. But I like to be called something to…” she said sheepishly. I felt her grip tighten on my jacket and when I looked down I could see her biting upon her lower lip. “I like to be called Kitten, pretty fucked up right?” she said chuckling slightly. I was looking at her throughout this entire talk but she only then met my glance freely. She started claiming up my arm slowly before reaching my face rubbing it with her hair. With my right arm I started stroking her hair slowly, curling it behind her ear. “Not at all my little kitten” I said with a grin. She instantly turned to me with a look of somewhat confusion. Before she could react I pulled her closer and kissed her forehead. She stood there. Her entire face turning red. I smiled lightly waiting for her to calm down. Before I could react she had stood up and began running towards the park exit, she narrowly avoided some of the wooden benches next to entrance but there was no way I was going catch up. I was confused, had she told me that to let me know that she was into me or did she tell me that just to tell me more about her self. I don’t want this to end the way I feared it would, it would end in her realizing that the feelings I felt for her where stronger then even she realized.A week laterShe hadn’t picked up my calls. I had left her hundreds of messages. She wasn’t staying at home or at least her roommate lied to me. “Aurum where are you. You need to understand I am humble in my speech and meant no mockery.” I said as the voice message voice came on after I called her. I started doing research online that people that like to be called kitten were more likely to be a submissive, which meant they like to be dominated. I knew she had mentioned something previously, as a joke about someone holding her down but perhaps it wasn’t a joke. I had understood what a Dom was at this point and realized the traits and kinks I had where that similar to one of them. The further I delved into it the more I began to see myself partaking in this practices as strange as they where. I am a very caring person and like to make jokes but I would never reach a point of public humiliation as some of the forums I read had specified but private humiliation sounded like something that I wouldn’t mind partaking in.It was towards 9PM when my phone began ringing. I was n the middle of a thread about the way the Dom would ask a Sub to count the slaps that he would administer during the ‘punishment’. The phone read Aurum I picked up quickly.“Kevin I’m sorry” was the first words I heard from the receiver“Aurum, where have you been is everything ok, what is going on?”“I am fine don’t worry…I had left because I felt vulnerable. I know this might sound weird but I do care for you but this isn’t the right time or place for it. I’m still bets10 not over you know who”“Aurum, I don’t care about him, I care about you. I know what he had done to you and I don’t blame you for leaving him but you need to understand that perhaps its time you move on.”“That’s rich coming from you, don’t you think I know why you like me. I know you remember her when you see me. The same physique the same everything.” She yelled at the receiver her voice breaking slightly as I could make out she was crying.I remained silent; she was referring to my previous relationship. She was right she did remind me of her but there was no way I could forget her and I do miss her every single day. I tried to move on from her passing but even that for me was one of the hardest things that I had to deal with. “Don’t you dare bring her up, ever…” I said my voice becoming more gravely as I sad that through gritted teeth. “You didn’t know her, you didn’t even know her name before I told you about her. You have no right to even mention her name” As I said those words I could feel the tears rolling down my cheeks as all the memories came flooding back. The receiver in my hand vibrating slightly from the shear force I held within my fist that was enough to dent it if I wasn’t careful.I hear her crying on the other end, gasping, sniffling. “Aurum… please don’t see your previous relationship as mine. I know you still have feelings for that scumbag but I can live with that. But never, ever bring up you know in any of our fights.”“The fuck is wrongs with us” she said her voice cracking again and I heard the rustling of fabric as probably her sleeve was used to wipe her face clean. “What did we do to deserve this Kev? Why cant we just both be happy with whom we are and just let our life be just that, our life”I remained silent before slouching down on a sofa next to the phone. I placed my face in my palms the hone still by my ears. “I ask that single question every single day Aurum, you have no clue how hard I think about that… every single time I see a couple in public I just want to scream and rip them apart just because they are happy, I want to cry and just be left alone. Then I met you.”The sound of sniffling stopped, I could just barely make out the sound of her breathing on the other end.“You managed to give me hope in a world that I had lost fate in many moons ago, you managed to give me a reason to wake up every morning and not feel like there was no point to get out of bed. You rekindled a flame that I thought would remain extinguished for the rest of my life… Aurum you gave me hope that love was still possible.”“Why?” she croaked from the other end. “What makes you love me?” “Just everything about you, Your quick way of thinking, your wits, your voice, your way of wrapping your hands around me, the way you make me feel whenever I hold you in my hands and make me feel like somehow I can prevent any harm come to you. That is how.”We were both silent. I knew there was 2 ways this could end. She would either hang up and never talk to me again, or she could attempt to convince me other wise only for her to fail then she will be forced with the moral dilemma of leaving this bets10 giriş friendship behind or taking it a step further. “Kevin, I do care for you, you have no clue how much I do. I can not promise you that in future I can share the same feelings you do as right now you are more just a brother to me. A brother I care for very much. I’m sorry to have leaded you on for this long. I shouldn’t have asked you that stupid question. I just wanted to know was it possible you were a Dom” she said laughing slightly after.Earing her laugh was the best thing right there but I knew what she meant. There was a slim chance that she could ever fall in love with me but even then I was willing to go the extra mile and wait just s perhaps this could work, maybe just maybe it will be the best thing that I expect it to be.“Did it matter if I was a Dom?” I said now the tears stopping and I could physically feel the streaks they went down from the slight breeze that blew into the room from my ajar window. “Perhaps it did at the moment, I cant risk leading you on like this. My lest boyfriend left me because of my age, what is to stop you from doing the same to me?”I knew she was referring to the 5-year difference between us, it had crept through my mind multiple times but I knew that the way I felt about her would never change even with that age difference. She was much mature for her age then I ever was.There was nothing more then I wanted to do right then and there then embrace her and reassure her that these feelings I had where true but I knew that would be impossible so I said the next best thing that came to mind.“A kitten is loyal to her daddy if the terms of both parties are looked after and kept in mind, am I correct?” I said. My body began shivering as I asked her that question. I knew exactly what I was saying but at that point I didn’t want to risk losing her again, not now, not ever. “That is correct how did you”“I looked up a lot f things whilst you didn’t talk to me for that week.” I cut her off slightly chuckling, I could feel a familiar smile creep on my face as I felt the same way I did under that tree and could see and feel her immaculate hair rubbing across my face.“Kevin, will you still feel the same way about me if I ever went back to my ex. Even after what he did to me I still have feelings for him.”I sighed deeply and with a heavy heart “If you do leave me for him all I can say is I hope you enjoy your time with him. I’ll be here to pick up the pieces when he is done.”The silence that followed was too long that I ended up checking the time. It was around 11PM. We had spent 2 hours talking on the phone. “It’s getting late, perhaps we should pick this up in the morning ok?” I asked as I stood up and went back in front of my computer to start switching it off to head to bed. “I supposed that would be best” she said, she was about to hang up before she said quickly “Kevin you still there?”“Yeah what’s wrong?”“Good night daddy”And like that she hanged up. I looked down in a matter of seconds of her calling me that I was harder then I had been in a very long time. Perhaps as time went on she would start feeling something towards me but for now ill just have to play it by ear. Author’s noteI know there wasn’t technically any form of sexual interaction but this first part is more to introduce you to the characters that will be used I the future. Any criticism is welcome.Hope you enjoyed.Yours sincerely R
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