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Since it was his birthday, I let Sean fuck me without a condom. He begs for this all year, but my agreement with my husband is that I’ll always use a condom with Sean. I break that promise on Sean’s birthday, though. It’s kind of a secret. I’d never had to let my husband know before because it’s never been a problem.Sean and I have been a couple for a little over three years now. I had a few other boyfriends before him – while I’ve been married, I mean. My husband and I reached a point a few years ago when something just had to change. I told him I needed something new in my life, sexually. He seemed fine with us fucking the same way every time, but the same old, same old just wasn’t cutting it for me. I couldn’t keep doing that, and I had too much of my life left to miss out on what other men could offer. Being married’s ok. I mean, it has its upsides. Sexual variety’s just not one of them.My sex life needed to keep me from drowning in momhood with two young kids, and David, my husband, wasn’t giving me a lifeline. So I found options with other men.I started playing around with some online dating sites and found so many men who just didn’t care that I was married. It’s not that I wanted to break up with David, but I wanted to see what these other men were like. We grew into it gradually. One day I decided to show David some of the messages I’d gotten from other guys on the site, and at first he acted shocked that I was on there at all, but then it started making him excited how much the other guys were into me.We just teased about it at first. I’d say something like, ‘Bet he’s really good in bed,’ and show him the guy’s picture. The guys were always pretty buff and I could tell that David was intimidated and jealous.And then one day he said he’d be ok with my having coffee with someone. Once you start down that path, though, the momentum just builds and then there’s no turning back. He stayed excited about it, and maybe scared, all along. I knew he would be. I kept reassuring him we’d stay together no matter what and he really got into it, like I was hoping he would.I’d tell him about the dates, about the other guys, how things went and what we did. He started looking at me all of a sudden like I was a lot hotter than he’d realized. Or maybe a lot hotter than he was. That’s when I realized he kind of got off on feeling inferior to other men. It must have been inside him all along but just never had surfaced. It surprised me that he could get excited about feeling humiliated.After I started fucking other guys my relationship with David changed a lot. It’s not that we stopped sleeping together completely, but our fucking became far less frequent once I started having a boyfriend. And the dynamic between us was just completely changed. It became more about my teasing him, and his trying to please me. Which wasn’t all bad, but once we got to that point David was just no longer interesting to me sexually.We had been married maybe ten years by the time I met Sean. The other guys I had dated had been fun, but none really hit it almanbahis off with me emotionally. Sean and I, though, connected on more levels than just sex. He really got me. I could show him sides of myself that didn’t come out with David, or with anyone else. We’d fuck wildly and then we’d talk and open up with each other like I never had with anyone. I laughed with him about things David would have frowned at.Plus, he just wasn’t uptight about anything. Guys are so different. David never wanted to have sex without getting under the covers with the lights out and the shades down. On one of our first dates, Sean pulled me into a doorway on a dark street and took off my panties. He had his back to the street and I was mostly hidden, but he had no reservations about fucking me right there. It felt wild! Sean takes my panties off now whenever and wherever he’s in the mood.Leaving Sean after a weekend together was always hard. I still liked my family, staid and predictable though they were. Sometimes I’d start wondering how I ever ended up with David. But since we had kids I didn’t want to leave him. I liked having both parts of my life. And at first, they were mostly separate. Then I started thinking maybe they shouldn’t be. I told David I needed to keep Sean in my life, that I had to have him as a true partner too, and didn’t ever want to let him go, just like I didn’t want to let my family go. I didn’t even know if that was true at the time, it was all so new and different. I just wanted to be Sean’s mate, and talk to him every single day, and I also didn’t want to crash out of being married, especially since our kids were still young.It took David a while to warm up to it all. He would see and hear me talking to Sean all the time on the phone. I had longer, deeper conversations with Sean than I had ever had with him. I’m sure he must have been jealous.I told him a little about Sean but I quickly learned that David was most interested in the details of our dates. He didn’t seem to care much about Sean as a person, but wanted to hear about my sexual experience. I was ok with that up to a point, but to me the thing with Sean was turning into more than just sex.After it was clear Sean wasn’t going to be as temporary as the previous guys, David got a bit I scared about what it meant for him. But I realized that I could get David turned on by telling him about how sexually excited I would get with Sean. I don’t know how that worked for David, but it clearly pushed his hot button. He would always probe for details. Whereas before we might have actually made love ourselves at night, now he wanted to hear about how Sean fucked me on our dates.Our relationship changed quickly. On the one hand, it was a relief to get away from our boring habits in bed. On the other, I had to decide how much to tell him. I liked that he could get something out of hearing about me and Sean, but I was worried he might feel pushed too far if I told him everything. And I wanted to hold onto my marriage, even while expanding our boundaries.Anyway, it shouldn’t almanbahis yeni giriş have been a problem, fucking on Sean’s birthday without the usual condom, but the timing was just right, I guess. And Sean’s sperm wasn’t going to miss any opportunity! One of them found a home, the first or second time we did it that night. I think I sensed when it happened. They say you can’t tell that you’ve become pregnant just from a feeling, but something that night was different. I thought I could tell.I didn’t really try to clean up before I came back that night, either. I wondered if David would notice the musky scent. I never do that. I never need to with the condoms, but just felt like it that time. I wanted to wear Sean’s smell home on me, just to acknowledge the change I felt inside.A couple weeks later I missed my period. I took the test and yep, I was pregnant. And I knew it was Sean’s. David and I hadn’t fucked in months. So what was I going to do?There was only one person I could talk to about Sean — my friend Annie. I tell her everything. Annie knows more about me than anyone else does. Right after I knew for sure I told her I was pregnant by Sean and she squealed – she’s so excitable – and asked, “What are you going to do?” I just grinned at her. I had always wanted three kids and David never wanted more than two. This seemed like a great solution.“I’m going to keep it, of course. What do you mean?!”“But what is David going to do?” I wasn’t sure. I hadn’t told David anything yet.“I think he might go along,” I told her. Annie looked shocked but happy. By then I had an idea of how it could work. And I wanted her to help with it.Annie liked to tease David about my relationships with other men. We’d be together sometimes, just the three of us, and she and I would start talking out loud about how much we’re getting, me from some other guys in particular. I’d tell her about when I would be going to visit one of my out-of-town boyfriends, within earshot of David. And she’d turn to David and say in her teasing voice, “And you’re not getting any, are you?”She was making fun of him, but somehow he seemed to like it. I’d known for a long time that he wasn’t the alpha type at all, I just hadn’t realized he could actually get turned on knowing his wife was getting fucked by other guys. It had to be humiliating for him, but he seemed to take real delight in being sexually bested by other men. I could see it in how his penis responded to the stories about my dates.Sometimes Annie would pretend to be interested in David and say maybe they should get together, that he should give her a massage to help a shoulder or back soreness, implying that it would lead to something else. She would get David’s hopes up.“Maybe I’ll come over this weekend and you can give me a back rub?” she would say to him.David’s eyes would get big and his head would start bobbing up and down. “Yeah!” he’d say. And he’d look at me hopefully as if that would confirm everyone’s plans for him to get together with Annie.“Ok!,” she’d say to him, and then she’d almanbahis giriş look at me and we both knew Annie had him by the nose. David kept thinking he was about to see her naked. But I knew she’d never let him touch her.Later she and I would joke together. “Do you think he’ll ever see that I’m just playing with him?” she’d ask me. I’d shake my head.“Hope springs eternal in that guy. Or in that little penis, I should say.” It was a constant laugh for us.I had a plan to gradually break the news to him. I knew by now that I definitely wanted Sean’s baby. The first thing to do was what David likes most. We got into bed one night and I started slowly stroking him as I told him about that night with Sean. He gets most excited when I do that.Sean’s a great lover and David likes to hear about how he initiates sex with me. We’ll get into bed together and I tell him how it started, where we were when Sean started touching me, where his hands were, how it made me feel. Then David will start directing his own fantasy by asking questions like, was he really hard? (Duh). Was I getting wet? (I always am with Sean). How did he take my clothes off? It’s like he wants to live out his own fantasy by hearing the details of my dates.He tries to time the story just right so that he can come exactly when I tell him about Sean coming inside me. He seems to love that better than actually fucking me. Once he said it’s the best feeling he’s had, when I told him about fucking another guy. Maybe he’s imagining being Sean and coming inside of me when he’s really just coming in his own hand. He seems to get off on feeling the shame of not being able to make me as excited as other men can.Usually I tell him to stroke himself and I just watch, but since I wanted something from David that night I thought I should do it myself.When we started our little ritual I told him how ready I was for Sean that night and how hard he was when his pants came down, how good it felt to just be used like a toy, because – and I don’t say this out loud – that’s not something David’s ever going to do to me. David had gone into his own head by this point.Then I told him how I’d been thinking we need to share more about our lifestyle with our friends. I said they might like to know that Sean fucks me over and over when I see him. I needed to hone that edge between excitement and embarrassment for my plan to work. David’s completely scared that other people might find out about my outside relationships. He can’t tell anyone else and I knew this would be challenging for him, but maybe also a thrill to imagine.I could sense David didn’t completely object when I told him about that night, how I was so turned on I wanted Sean to fuck me without a condom and to leave his cum in me, that it may have been hormonal for me because maybe I’d been ovulating. I said I didn’t know why I’d done it. This triggered some distinct argument noises, little grunts from him, but his cock got harder too, so I could tell he was at least conflicted. Then I told him it had been a really special night for us both, and that I just had to have him a second time, too.He was definitely frowning but he also couldn’t hold back the pleasurable sighs and moans. “You mean…? I thought you were always going to use a… I can’t believe you…“

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